
This man is my hero. He never complains about anything, even when I'm grumpy and totally way too emotional, i.e. experiencing an overload of pregnancy hormones, he never looses his cool. He is always looking for ways to make me happy. I cannot begin to describe the amount of sadness I will feel when he has to leave at the end of October to go to Army camp. Although I know he will really enjoy playing soldier, I know he will be at a terrible loss. He and I wont be able to experience the exciting things that pregnancy holds for us together. Nor will he get to see me get bigger and bigger as the third trimester comes. It just makes me want to cry. My most amazing, loving husband, who deserves to experience every last bit of this, simply wont be able to.
BUT, we both know and trust God had this planned from the beginning, before we were ever married even. God knows, and we dont, and I'm okay with just trusting Him to carry me through those months without him. There will be tears, those are inevitable, I have discovered during pregnancy, but there will be lots of journaling and picture taking and documenting of every single event that happens when he is gone. I will record everyday that I am not with him and tell him what the baby does and what I'm feeling like. Jon is an avid reader, so I know he will love to come home for a short stay at Christmas and catch up on Angie and the baby. I love him so dearly, I cannot even imagine, just 4 months pregnant now, how much more I could love anything or anyone else in this world, and then we get the most wonderful blessing of all, A BABY! I love you Jon, my husband and my Hero. I love you Baby Houston, even though I cant see you, or feel you just yet, know you are so dearly loved by your mommy and daddy!
And that is about all lil Angie can write, partly because I have made myself start crying...which is just getting to be a normal thing around here! LOL. These next 5 months are going to be great, I have a wonderful husband, and loving friends and family to support me! What else could a new expectant mom need?! I love you all!
AND FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO HAVEN;T, READ THE AWESOME POEM JON WROTE, THIS MAN'S GOT TALENT!!

